precious one

I suddenly remember the time when I couldn't take my eyes off of your face, the time when I could see my reflection in your eyes...
If there are words to describe how precious you are for me, I would've typed it here...

- Jezz

over-reacted

My tears dropped at the same time as the rain started to pour...
That was my first tear after i-cant-remember-when-was the latest time I cried... I never thought that myself's really fragile...
Doctor said I'm counted as the one who gets stressed out easily and I admit that... Somehow, I make simple things to be complicated by thinking too much...
People, I beg you please to be more carefree... You have your own business to be taken care of, so then please DO NOT bitch about others' business, especially when you don't know the complete story...

I wonder if I should really care bout what others say about me...

-Jezz

a cup of tea

I didn't see the sun at the time I woke up this morning, not even now... The sky keeps being cloudy these days and the weather's so unpredictable... I'm not feeling really well this morning, I felt cold without my air-con turned on... Oh well, thanks to this shitty weather... I staggered walking to brush my teeth and wash my face, then made a cup of tea for myself... Hey, the tea saved me... The mixture of hot water and some leaves made me feel so much better...
Opening Photoshop and I'm back to work...
Have a good week ahead... =)

-Jezz

80 : 20

It's Sunday 5:45 a.m. and I'm awake... The rain is pouring heavily outside... I just realized that I haven't posted anything this year while there are many things happened... I wonder if I am really busy till I have no time to drop by my blog...
Nothing much to share, really... Except the part of what I heard from the radio about 80:20 theory...
Satisfaction is what people hardly reach... They keep searching for the perfect ones for their lives... When somebody already get the 80% of what he's searching for, he'll keep looking for the rest 20% he never gets... There's no impossibility for that person to leave the 80 he owned and go for the 20 which might lead him to a repentance... So, are you going to be that person??

-Jezz
(waiting for the end of January)

a part of you

There are times when I couldn't really pour my thoughts and feelings into words, especially when they're indescribable...
Life is full of surprises and being a part of you is something I never thought before...
I thank God for making you happen in my life...
Hold my hand and we walk together...

-Jezz

cloudy

The sun wasn't shining brightly this morning when your voice woke me up... I slowly prepared myself to go to work and didn't find myself fully awake till now... Along my way to office, I saw leaves were blown by the wind and cloudy sky which are perfectly reflecting my mood this morning...
I thought of calling you this morning just to say "good morning" or just to wake you up when I was driving and stuck in the traffic... But my shitty awareness didn't allow me to do so (read what I typed above: am not fully awake)... >.<
About what you've just told me, somehow... I feel the same way, scared that you might be bored talking to me too often so then I just pulled myself away or kept myself busy doing something else... sigh*
I am sorry if what I did last night made you sad...
Can I still get a hug??

-Jezz

firework

Having a companion in every single day is just really nice... Well, I don't know how to express this happiness since I'm not really good in expressing my feeling through words... =)


People oh people... Sometimes they're too silly for not showing their awesomeness... 
I have to remind myself and everyone that every single thing we do (even if we think it's meaningless) does mean something for some people around us... A simple word said or a smile has the power to lighten somebody's day...
"There's a hero if you look inside your heart... You don't have to be afraid of what you are... " 


You don't have to feel like a waste of space...
You're original, cannot be replaced...
If you only knew what the future holds, after a hurricane comes a rainbow...
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed, so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road...
Like a lighting bolt, your heart will blow..
And when it's time, you'll know...
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine...
Just own the night like the Forth of July...
Cause baby you're a firework, come on show 'em what your worth...
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" as you shoot across the sky-y-y...
Baby you're a firework, come on let your colours burst...
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" you're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own... 





n you're shining brighter than the moon in my sky... 
-Jezz