Melb oh Melb...

I keep looking at the clock - seems like the clock isn't working now... When the hell is 5pm??
Oh well, I know I'm not supposed to yell that way, but having everything done early at the office sucked...

Talking to one of my best buddy who's now back to Indonesia makes me miss Melbourne even more... I could see how everything has changed from the past, there will be no more staying up late for jamming or supper together though we're both living in the same area now... *sigh
The feeling of how much I love and miss Melbourne might sound so lame, but I can say that a part of my soul stays there - I believe that Mk (and so do others who've left Melbourne) might feel the same way too...

-Jezz

McFlurry

I guess everyone is familiar with this thing:

Oh yes, it's an Oreo McFlurry... and what makes it so special??

I just arrived home few hours ago after having a super great weekend in Malaysia with my loved ones: my bro + his gf and of course, my bf... =)
I thank God for sending me this AWESOME guy into my life... I cant tell how much my life has changed throughout this 8 months... I've stopped moaning and complaining that life sucked like what I've done in the passed years... Though there're still tears, what I'm having now is a GOOD life...

When 2 days of weekend felt like a minute, I kept crying when you were there at the airport accompanying me waiting for the flight... I could see sadness in your eyes when you tried so hard not to shed a tear... You just kept trying to cheer me up by feeding me the Oreo McFlurry we shared...
Now, am sitting in front of my vaio at my room looking at you still wearing the same green t-shirt you wore to airport earlier... And I am still crying...

-Jezz
ps: you are sweeter than the McFlurry... =) *luv ya*

intolerant

I know what I've just done was totally wrong... Yes, I do know that...
I blame myself for being so intolerant for some cases...
I blame myself for being so inflexible...
I blame myself for being too sensitive...
I blame myself for complaining too much...
I blame myself for being too good in finding reasons for things I don't want to do...
I need to change... Yes, I do...

-Jezz

a messy post

When doctor and people say that stress is the start of every disease, it's true... I got sick very easily whenever chunks of thoughts stormed my mind... sigh*
I know there are ways in this life that can't be walked on, no matter how we wanted to be on that way...
Knowing the truth of how complicated this life is makes me sick... I do see that there're thoughts needed in every single decision made... What I am wondering is: am I not mature enough for making a decision for my own life? Well, oldies might think that I am too young so then I don't know many things happened in life... It's not me who doesn't want to follow what they say, but don't they realize on how life's changed?? How the world and lifestyle have changed nowadays??
Oh gosh, I'm lost... Lost in the middle of nowhere...

-Jezz

billionaire

Living in a world where money rules everything isn't easy remembering that making (or saving) money is an uneasy thing to do... Looking at how gadgets are quickly updated, I feel lost in the middle of advanced technology nowadays...
I guess, I really need to get a new smart phone since my Blackberry is so unfriendly lately... sigh*
Well, forget about those technology stuffs...
Helping one of my best friend who's getting married this year makes me start to think and calculate how much money is needed for a wedding... I can tell it's a HUGE spending, especially if you want to make it really special...

"I wanna be a billionaire so effing bad...."

-Jezz

China 2011

I just arrived home last week after a SUPER tiring 12 days trip to China... Well, I guess I have to remind everyone that I went there NOT for vacation... It's a business buying trip of the company I am working at... So then do not think that I had so much fun during the trip... The trip was horrible that I didn't sleep and eat well, till there were days that I had to work from 9am to 11pm and no rest during weekend...
Talking about what I've underlined above, I had KFC almost everyday in China (my bosses are Muslim so they picked KFC as the safest one)... I can tell that I tried the KFC in every single city I dropped by (Shanghai, Nantong, Haian, Guangzhou, Tianjin) except Beijing... I dunno if this is a good thing or not, but in some cities except Shanghai, I saw CRAB in the KFC menu list... *wondering if KFC is now Kentucky Fried Crab*
I was thinking that maybe I should make a review about China's KFC, since it tasted different between one city and another... Should I??
Other than that, I have nothing special to share about the trip... *poor me*

-Jezz

precious one

I suddenly remember the time when I couldn't take my eyes off of your face, the time when I could see my reflection in your eyes...
If there are words to describe how precious you are for me, I would've typed it here...

- Jezz