I know what I've just done was totally wrong... Yes, I do know that...
I blame myself for being so intolerant for some cases...
I blame myself for being so inflexible...
I blame myself for being too sensitive...
I blame myself for complaining too much...
I blame myself for being too good in finding reasons for things I don't want to do...
I need to change... Yes, I do...
-Jezz
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
a messy post
When doctor and people say that stress is the start of every disease, it's true... I got sick very easily whenever chunks of thoughts stormed my mind... sigh*
I know there are ways in this life that can't be walked on, no matter how we wanted to be on that way...
Knowing the truth of how complicated this life is makes me sick... I do see that there're thoughts needed in every single decision made... What I am wondering is: am I not mature enough for making a decision for my own life? Well, oldies might think that I am too young so then I don't know many things happened in life... It's not me who doesn't want to follow what they say, but don't they realize on how life's changed?? How the world and lifestyle have changed nowadays??
Oh gosh, I'm lost... Lost in the middle of nowhere...
-Jezz
I know there are ways in this life that can't be walked on, no matter how we wanted to be on that way...
Knowing the truth of how complicated this life is makes me sick... I do see that there're thoughts needed in every single decision made... What I am wondering is: am I not mature enough for making a decision for my own life? Well, oldies might think that I am too young so then I don't know many things happened in life... It's not me who doesn't want to follow what they say, but don't they realize on how life's changed?? How the world and lifestyle have changed nowadays??
Oh gosh, I'm lost... Lost in the middle of nowhere...
-Jezz
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