Now I understand that people who are in the same condition got closer quickly... Oh yes, who wants to stay alone?? So then I might start my post with the phrase "I wonder if this kinda thing happens in everyone's life"...
Life isn't always perfect... There were times when we felt like we were the happiest people on earth and also times when we thought that the pains we felt were worst...
How am I feeling now?? Useless...
Useless for not being able to do things I want to do... Am currently hoping that situations may treat me more friendly - those I want to do are so simple and why they have to be so hard to be done?? sigh-sigh-sigh*
It's been 2 weeks since I moved to my new office - that means I have to leave home 1 hour earlier in the morning and arrived home 1-2 hours later than usual so then I need to sleep and wake up earlier every weekday... I do know that the distance between me and you isn't as close as before when we got less time to talk to each other because we're getting busier and busier... As what I've told you, I should've changed my question from "how's your day?" to "how's your week?" (another sigh*)
Somehow, there may be times when I prefer to stay silent, not because I don't want to talk to you but I don't dare to hear those disappointments of how you couldn't get what you've expected because of me... And of course, my crying voice isn't something you want to hear as well...
I'm lost for not knowing what to do to make you feel better... I feel totally useless these days...
It might sound really easy to just get a plane ticket and fly there to see you, but reality isn't any simple as it's said... I'm sorry...
I miss you... Friday please come faster...
-Jezz
