a part of you

There are times when I couldn't really pour my thoughts and feelings into words, especially when they're indescribable...
Life is full of surprises and being a part of you is something I never thought before...
I thank God for making you happen in my life...
Hold my hand and we walk together...

-Jezz

cloudy

The sun wasn't shining brightly this morning when your voice woke me up... I slowly prepared myself to go to work and didn't find myself fully awake till now... Along my way to office, I saw leaves were blown by the wind and cloudy sky which are perfectly reflecting my mood this morning...
I thought of calling you this morning just to say "good morning" or just to wake you up when I was driving and stuck in the traffic... But my shitty awareness didn't allow me to do so (read what I typed above: am not fully awake)... >.<
About what you've just told me, somehow... I feel the same way, scared that you might be bored talking to me too often so then I just pulled myself away or kept myself busy doing something else... sigh*
I am sorry if what I did last night made you sad...
Can I still get a hug??

-Jezz

firework

Having a companion in every single day is just really nice... Well, I don't know how to express this happiness since I'm not really good in expressing my feeling through words... =)


People oh people... Sometimes they're too silly for not showing their awesomeness... 
I have to remind myself and everyone that every single thing we do (even if we think it's meaningless) does mean something for some people around us... A simple word said or a smile has the power to lighten somebody's day...
"There's a hero if you look inside your heart... You don't have to be afraid of what you are... " 


You don't have to feel like a waste of space...
You're original, cannot be replaced...
If you only knew what the future holds, after a hurricane comes a rainbow...
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed, so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road...
Like a lighting bolt, your heart will blow..
And when it's time, you'll know...
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine...
Just own the night like the Forth of July...
Cause baby you're a firework, come on show 'em what your worth...
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" as you shoot across the sky-y-y...
Baby you're a firework, come on let your colours burst...
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" you're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own... 





n you're shining brighter than the moon in my sky... 
-Jezz

another-emo-post

I am currently having a super high boredom... I don't feel like doing anything except sitting, listening to music and wondering things-i-don't-even-know-what... Going back home and staying warm inside my blanket would be a really good solution for me if I could do so...
Knowing the fact that there'll be no holiday for this Christmas lets me down while parents are planning to have family vacation... sigh*
Those cliques about not to complain too much, I already know it... Well, this post is just another emo post made by me...


-Jezz

Back to December

December has always been my favourite month... I love it when Christmas songs are being played everywhere...
Hoping all the best for this month, I would like to start it with Bruno Mars's Today My Life Begins.. =)





i've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins


life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins


-Jezz
*happy December*