to help us grow

I'm not an angel who's able to forgive any mistake done by others nor an evil who keeps every single grudge inside my heart... 
Being disappointed isn't nice, everybody knows it... But, keeping the disappointment inside isn't healthy as well... 
People are full of trespasses, including you and me... I'm sorry for the harsh words I said and my ignorance to you... 
There're still chances for us to learn what life teaches us... to help us grow... to help us grow...


-Jezz

Replay

After paying extra attention to the lyrics of this song (the original's by Iyaz, but I prefer Legaci's cover):





There're thoughts raised in my mind... It's been a while since the time when I was treated really well by a man... I said, a MAN, not a BOY... A man who knows how to treat a woman, who has the ability to make the woman he loves to feel beautiful and precious...
I sort of miss the way my ex treated me... He's not a romantic guy, he never bought me flowers or sang any love song to me, but his attitude impressed me... He was the one who proudly shouted out loud to his new friends that he had a gf named Jesslyn when he moved to another city for study... He was the one who let me be myself, he never tried to change me... Well, he's still a good friend of mine until now anyway, we still share story to each other... =)
Other than that, I remember Ir told me to find a guy who can sing this song for me or at least treat me this way (I don't mine if it's Christian Bautista - he's just adoreable - lol):





I might sound desperate in this post... What I'm sharing here is just my thought about how I miss to be treated well as a woman and I just haven't found anybody who can treat me that way yet...
Alright, done for today, I'm going out for pancake soon... =)
Have a great weekend, everyone!!


-Jezz

Life after graduation

I heard people screaming that they want to graduate from the university as soon as they can... I did the same too when I was in the university 2 years ago... The excuses of I-am-sick-of-projects, I-hate-exams, I-don't-like-this-subject, and many others make people (including me) think that life would be so much better after graduation, so there'll be no more exams, projects, papers, essays, or so whatever... 

Truth: life after graduation sucks... university life is so much easier... 

Well, I'm not trying to frighten anyone of you here... The only thing we need to worry about as students is: how to pass all the subject... Then once we graduate, there are more things we need to worry about: what kind of job I want to get? how many companies I should send my resume to? how if I don't get the job? how if I can't perform good in my first job? how to manage the salary so I can save some? and many more I can't even mention one by one... 

For those who complain about school projects, you should be glad that once your project is submitted (by the end of semester), that means you're done... You wouldn't find this situation anymore after graduation, projects seem to be never ending without time limit (there's no such thing as end-of-semester when you start working) and they usually come overlapped... The worse thing is: you won't have as many holiday as you have in university... 
I'm the first person who graduated among my friends... Now, I'm really (not kind of anymore) sick of my job and now trying to set up my own business or searching for another job... Well, I'm not going to crab so much about my job here as it wouldn't pull me out from that situation... 
Good luck for everyone who's just done with Uni life and now starting to jump into the real life...


-Jezz