#prayformyself

After praying for this country and for the world, why don't I pray for myself and be a little bit selfish?? 
To be really honest, I'm kind off lost lately... I spent my time in my office doing less thing (or even nothing)... The more I stay on my desk, the more interests gone... Well ya, I'm just not into my job... Sigh*
I know I shouldn't have complained too much about this since looking for an appropriate job isn't that easy nowadays... 
Wondering what I really want to do, I can't tell it... When somebody asked me about my dream specifically, I kept my mouth shouted and thought about it for a while because I dun have a prompt answer for the question being asked... 
Talking about the word "multi-talented", once again I'm going to tell everybody, I'm not as awesome as what they see from the outside... There're thoughts on my mind with the possibilities to explode my brain... 
Having too many interests kills me... Yes, it does... I can't really focus on what I really want to do because I like doing all of them and I easily get bored of something...
God, lead my way...


-Jezz

#prayfortheworld

"People killin', people dyin'... Children hurt and hear them cryin'...
Can you practice what you preach? And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, Father, Father help us, send us some guidance from above...
Cause people got me, got me questionin'... Where is the love??"
(Where is the love - Black Eyed Peas)


Knowing the war between North and South Korea makes me think for a while... What's wrong with the people on earth??? Don't they love to live peacefully?? Or attacking another country is a way to show how powerful a country is?? I just don't get it... 
While realizing that myself is just a small dot on this earth who's hoping to live peacefully and happily, I can only pray for the world to be a better place to live... 





-Jezz

#PrayForIndonesia - RKB

After thus long being lonely, I finally found awesome people to share my time with (people who have the same interests with me)... Being in charge in a social group isn't as bad as I thought... I thank God for being a part of RKB... Maybe for some people it sounds silly since it's just an online community... But, the fact is: there're good people there... =)


It's really sad to see disasters hitting this country... Seems like the universe gets mad on the people and sweeps them away by shaking the land... While there's nothing much to do other than giving a hand for the people who are hit by the disasters, I got the idea of making a song cover to show solidarity and sympathy... The appreciation from other RKB members for the idea is huge... Thank you, guys... The idea would be just an idea without your supports... =)
With the hope that there'll be more donations given, let me share the video here:





-Jezz
#prayforindonesia