It's 9.30 PM when I start typing this, 2.5 hours before I turn a year older.
Actually, I have a lot of thoughts to be typed (I may do it later when I have the mood), this time I will only type my personal feelings.
It's feelings, not thoughts.
Based on what we (my hubby & I) have planned earlier this year, we would have been in Singapore right now to celebrate my birthday. I've never been inside to the Universal Studio Singapore (I only took picture in front of the giant rotating globe because we thought of visiting Singapore again on my birthday and we have bought the tickets!!). As a theme-park-lover, I was looking forward for this trip as it'll be my 1st birthday celebration after being married.
Moving to England on June made us need to sacrifice the birthday trip. I know where I am now is a much better place compared to Singapore (some people may think so). I guess I am still in the post-moving-syndrome, I don't really know how I feel lately, I have no excitement at anything, including my birthday. I just want to get everything settled.
My dad texted me this afternoon reminding me to have noodle tomorrow. I replied him that I haven't found any delicious noodle in Nottingham, best I've had is so called Indomie.
If you don't know what does it mean, in Chinese tradition, there's a belief that noodle represents long life, so people may have noodle on their birthday to have a longer life to live.
I miss homes.
Wherever I admit as my homes: Pontianak, Jakarta and KL.
This year birthday wish: to be be careful on what i wish for next.
-Jess
9:59 PM when I finished typing this.
