consistency

There are times in life when you find good good days are ruined by people who're not supposed to appear in your life... That's life, full of surprises... When you, Jo... told me how hard the troubles i have to face and how helpful are my posts in this blog for you... i felt glad, because what i shared here could be useful for you... though we dun share much to each other, i can understand when you start to swear about that unexpected person about how annoying she is... i just can tell you... let them be... we (you and me) are educated enough for not bitching about what they're doing... remember what i told you before... this time, she might feel that she won from you... but, as the time passed... she would just envy you for what you've gained... she got him and you got your pride...

"People are people and sometimes we change our minds" - Breathe (Taylor Swift & Colbie Caillat)

i mentioned about "being sure in making decisions is extremely important" before... especially when the decisions we made have the effect to people around us... i understand how easy to change our minds when we see better ways to walk on... but, i think about that again... changing my mind is as easy as changing my and others' lives... so, it might seem like i'm running away from the risks i supposed to take when i suddenly change my mind because i'm too scared to face them... i dun wanna be like that... i have to be brave to face every single risk from the decisions i've made... to do what i've said... i'm not gonna be a loser for not doing the things i said i'm going to do... words that are said can't be taken back... and remember, people judge you from the consistency between the words you said and things you do... Consistency... that word... i remember Dn told me how important it is in this life... how we might lose chances & people we love only because of being inconsistent... once again, i dun wanna live that way...
most people ask questions to make sure others' consistencies/assurances toward them without knowing bout their owns (people - including me - want security in everything)... i don't think this is fair enough... why do we have to ask others' assurances while we're still doubting ourselves??? scared?? well yeah... sigh*.... i do know how important security is... and if we're scared of something insecure, why don't we try to secure it??? look back at ourselves, try to assure everything and start to secure the importances... life's just once and no one knows when it would end...
i'm giving my best for today... so i won't regret if tomorrow never comes...


-Jezz