uniform

There is one more thought in my mind i haven't shared... finally i have a free time to type it out here... 

a long long talk about related topic this afternoon makes me keep thinking about that whole day...

back to few years ago, at the time we were still staying in the same school, wearing same uniform, studying same things... we all had 1 same purpose, to enjoy the high school life and to graduate... we did look the same in the uniform we were wearing and we did require same things in our lives...

BUT...........

as we grew up... as we chose different paths to walk on... as we are separated away... as we learn different things... as we are not longer wearing the same uniform... the differences are clearer than before... 

I can see friends are becoming far far away from me, not because of the distance, but because of different principals of life, different point of views as we're now living in different environments where we all have to adapt ourselves in... things we experienced might changed the way we look at something... It might also change the qualities we're requiring from other people (might be friends or partner or etc)... it's called as "personal standard" or "personal qualities"... the higher you set your own standard, the higher qualities you would require from people around you...

This simply happens to me... it's not i'm picky in choosing friends... i'm just kind of tired of being someone who is relied by others till i don't really know how does it feel like to rely on someone... i could say that i'm independent enough, so am i selfish for requiring someone who's at least as independent as me to be my friend or someone close to me?? so both of us do not need to rely on each others but still can share thoughts???

IDK... I'll try to find out the answer...

today's quote:

知足者常乐...

(being satisfied with what we've gained is a source of happiness)

-Jezz